too much.

I am just going to vent about that fact that I have not been in the same place with my boyfriend, make that fiance, for more than like 2 weeks in over 4 years. I seriously cannot take it anymore and it is definitely taking its toll. Basically we have this year to get through. However, Alex has no idea what he is doing next year, so he could be living with me here in Madison or stay in Dekalb for another 2-3 years, or be living in Chicago or the like. Who knows. I hate this instability. I just want to know that in about 9 months we'll "be together;" in the same state, same area code, same town. I'm pretty doubtful that this will happen, so I guess it's looking like until 2012 (when we're married) we're not going to be "together."